not much to update

Sorry I haven’t been around much. Honestly there isn’t much to say. My life consists of waiting, spotting, and cramping. I’m sick of it and I’m sure you’re sick of reading about it, so I haven’t been posting. The ultrasound is still scheduled for Thursday and the anxiety about what we will be told at the appointment is unreal.

We had a nice, quiet Thanksgiving. We’d been invited several places, but since I’m still on house quarantine decided it was best to stay home. We invited a few people over and kept it small. As of this afternoon, the tree is up and the house is decorated for Christmas. I even managed to wrap a few of my husband’s gifts. The weather has been perfect for staying indoors, decorating, wrapping, and drinking hot chocolate. It’s been raining, windy, and cold, not cold enough to snow, but cold.

Hopefully I’ll have something more substantial to post about tomorrow. I still plan to do some infertility related book and podcast reviews. I also have a few minor things to vent about, so stay tuned.

PS- If you’re one of the many people waiting for an email from me, I’m hoping to catch up tomorrow. I feel like a bad friend, cousin, member of blog land etc, and I have no excuse for not being more timely about returning email, so please accept my apology.