beta #2 is in

148! It doubled. Huge sigh of relief.

The conversation with the nurse was brief (it was the same nurse who told me that it was too early to do a beta on Wednesday). She asked if I had enough meds for the next few weeks, said she would get a referral in for another intralipid infusion, and told me to rest.

I’m still terrified because again, we’ve been this far before, but it’s a start.